I closed my door, my bedroom falls quite. I feel calm when I'm in my bed room. I close my curtains to prevent the sun from going on my face. It is like the sun has done me a favour by warming up my bed. I lie down on my bed and just lie there for a while, then I get up, go over to my desk and start drawing cars and trucks. When I am done drawing I colour them in sometimes I add on more to the paper. In a this space, my body feels relaxed. I carefully draw the pictures from my mind. Sometimes, Motty, my cat, goes to sleep at the end of my bed or she climbs up onto my desk and I pat her, then she lies down on my knees. It's almost like she needs me.